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See Me Naked


Friday, July 28

To cover my life from January 2004 to June 2004, I have a blog at


Thursday, November 20

It's been almost a year since I last wrote here (Dec 12, 2002) and A LOT has happened. God, this must've been the fullest year of my life - EVER! I guess I would first enumerate the things that have happened to me and talk about it in fuller detail in future entries.

* Entered Rustan's as a Merchandiser (Asst Brand Manager Trainee). Handled the following brands: Acca Kappa, Comfort Zone, Caudalie, Matis, Phyto, Skin Code and Fleur Essence.
* I started having a not-so-serious crush on a guy with a gf (Prudz Castillo) whom I met at a friend's (Stephen from Baguio) party. I thought he was interested in me coz he was always texting me. Something I realize later on is not symptomatic of a guy interested in a girl.
* I must've had at least 25k in my bank account. I had an active checkbook and my ammortization for my pension plan was always updated.
* I remember weighing at most 110 lbs.
* I became a little inactive with BLD activities when I started working.
* Boys texting me: JP from BLD, Prudz with the gf
* I turned 25 - my Golden Age. Threw a big party with Sam. We must've spent 8k each - pretty big considering it didn't have dinner.
* SE#25 Sponsorship - had to start getting active with BLD again. Sponsored Margaux, Sam, Cha and Steph (friend of Tere from SE-HJM).
* Boys texting me but weren't necessarily interested: Jon Pantoja, Prudz Castillo. Both had gf's at this time. I seriously dunno what I was doing texting guys with gf's. Guess I thought they were just being friendly. eheheh I had lunch with Jon P once, Prudz never asked me out (he later showed interest in my friend - ok anyway, he's a jerk with a gf!)
* Major LOW: Lost my phone Nokia 7210 when I left it on a church pew.
* BLD-Serviam separation (March). I was highly involved and emotional about this because of my parent's involvement.
* I started becoming uninterested in texting boys (and even girls) back... eventually lost constant texters.
* I was becoming more and more involved in my career and that's all that mattered.
* Friends complained of not seeing me or hearing from me at all. I know a few who have given up.
* Favorite line: "Oh I wish I could but I'm just terrrrribly busy!"

Wednesday, December 11

This is my song at this very moment. Awww... I have so much love to give and no one to give it to :( When oh when is he coming? And will he be "so good" for me?

Love Song for No One (John Mayer)

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

Tuesday, November 12

i hate mac!!!!!

THREE TIMES I wrote a long article and somewhere after line 15, I always accidentally press a button that erases EVERYTHING! grrrrr i hate this freakin' iMac!


I can't believe I'm Quinn!? I took the Daria Quiz and the result said I was Quinn!! grrr.... Surf the site and find out why I'm not too thrilled about this.

I just arrived home after watching Sweet Home Alabama (Reese Witherspoon). Cute movie, typical teeny bopper love story - the one that sells. Sad, though, that I watched it with my brother who's already seen it with his girlfriend. I had to treat him to the movie to make him agree to accompanying me to a chick flick. All my girl friends have seen it already and I'm not interested in any guy who would actually want to see it with me. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets is showing this week, I wonder who I'm watching it with.

On my background: "I am beautiful no matter what they say, words don't bring me down.. I am beautiful in every single way, no words can't bring me down.. So don't you bring me down today". AMEN!

I have to go for now. I am finishing a Financial Report for my SE25 (singles encounter class). God, I miss the i'm-so-busy-staring-at-my-ceiling days.

Monday, November 11

new e-mail address

Okay, two of my closest friends who migrated to the US are now online so I'm catching up with them as I am figuring out how to work this out. I also created a new email address where you can write to me. All comments, stories, friendly messages are welcome.


My friend Zsar thinks my site will attract a lot of maniacs - what with the "naked" word there and all. But I remain that my blog title goes deeper than the physical nakedness of man. As I have described it, I aim to show my true self through my daily logs. I do not care if readers find me boring, gross, funny, stupid, silly or weird. I am my own audience and I write only for myself.

This is my own place - I do not share this with my parents and brothers, I have no roommates and I am not planning to share it with my future husband. And since no one is looking, I can take off all my clothes and walk around naked. Here I can think what I want to think, say what I feel like saying - no matter how nasty, no matter how rude.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not all that bad. But in this place, there is no need to put on the so-called *social filters*. The ones that you have to turn on because people tell you that it's not the normal thing to do, not the way a woman should react, not how one should feel.

I can just let it all out.

setting up

It's 12:30 in the morning and I have work tomorrow but I can't sleep because I am setting up my blogspot. You can tell I'm excited.

born 27 february 1978 this is me stripped bare of all masks coverings pretensions naked down to my very soul it is all that i was all that i am all that i hope to be see me bare nude uncovered exposed undressed naked no nude pictures no malicious content no pornography


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